Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Nothing hurts more then being disappointed by the one single person you thought would never hurt you

Couldn't control; Tears keep pouring; Beyond broken; Kinda lost both the important person in my life.

i just couldn't intercede what was beautiful, supposed to be, and what they really wants. i do not intend to steal happiness.



i'm just a GIRL who doesn't know how to move on.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Couldn't love this pick up line more right now

"When i get sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead!"

Saturday, September 25, 2010

PRESENT FOR BELOVED PASTOR aka MY SIHAM ZHAI


Introducing...........................

super cuteee
CHAR SIEW and SIEW MAI!


Ee Laine darling.


i-eat-cute-animals girl a.k.a.
Wei Wen


Rach darling.


kiss kiss!
teaching them to love one another.

siew mai and i.

Btw, they're guinea pigs.....not hamster lols.
According to Rach, these are the real 'pigs' for pastor, since he is so fond of all kinds of PIG hahaa. You'll know it the moment you enter his office/room.

Anyhooo i'm back in Subang already hehehe it feels so good to be home!
'Hey you're back!' *with a big grin*
'So great to see you back!'
i'm deeply touched by these words from the bottom of my heart. :)
'Cause i've been always missing the people back here.

i just came back from Penang with my coursemates. It was great but super tired. No regrets going Penang with them & i'm missing them all now! hahaa! Will update bout the trip soon.

Wanna get some sleep now, good nights ppl!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

IF TIME COULD BE TURNED BACK

i would want to go back to this


and then make my right decision.

Blahhhhhhhhh......perish the thought. i should know i couldn't travel in the speed of light. :/


i should, be blogging about MOVING FORWARD instead of this.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I MISS!!!

the family


the darlings


the youth members


the 'dears'


the sapis


the high school mates


the A-level friends

Last but not least,
the cute lil rascal!

I'm gonna break my record - Not going back Subang for 3 weeks!
Just finished my 2nd paper today, and 2 more to go!
Calculus was okay, i had more confidence on my Computer System studies.
Next would be Atomic Structure, which i fear the most. :/
Will have a weekend to prepare for my General Physics which is the last paper.
And then, holidays it would be! :)
Anyways, needa work during holidays cause i'm saving money to go vacation with my sapis before they fly off next year.
Time to continue my Atomic studies, ciaoz!

Saturday, September 04, 2010

All Alone

05.09.2010
Saturday
7.11pm

i guess,
my family heading out for dinner,
the MIYFers having fellowship,
the sapis would be having dinner with their family.
My coursemates cooked dinner in another coursemates's house;
my housemates just went out somewhere w/o me.

Fml,
Really, what much could i do now?
i feel a blur i don't know what to do.

Up till now, i am only so much as in the process of steadying myself.
To be in a place i don't want to, to have new friends that doesn't understand me nor click well with me.
Having emotional turmoils alone, this robbery did me no good.

i want to go home, i want to be at home. (x10000000000000000)

Turning into,
Chris Daughtry - Home.

Friday, August 06, 2010

i've got troubled thoughts, and a self-esteem to match,
what a catch.